When I realized how much religious pressure and brainwashing I’d gone through growing up, I had to test a lot of assumptions.
One … am I really straight?
Now, I assume I’d have noticed if I were lesbian … but it was possible I might be bi without letting myself notice. It is with great interest that I explored my memory and current experiences … to discover that I’m so “straight” that if I were a man I’d be gay. I really appreciated Samantha’s story, linked below, because this could have so easily been me. – Mere Dreamer
“For years I was frightened, terrified, sickened at the thought that I might be a lesbian. I ferociously tamped those thoughts down, but as years passed and I never had a crush on a boy, the fear increased. What was I supposed to do?” – Samantha Field
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